19 February 2003

Depressed...
I know that depression is a state of mind that is controllable, but it seems as though if one hurtful thing occurs, every little minor disappointment or issue explodes into a bigger deal. I need something like food or shopping to cheer me up, or a good movie to forget about everything...at least for a few hours! I definitely need to get my mind onto the world of positive...such as my competition Sunday or my club's tournament that I've been excited about :)